I'm sitting here with my cat..

all day long periodically we make happy each other, touching, embracing, hugging, kissing..

I'm thinking about all the past players of my life.

You do not know who or what you are going to come across. So you might not want to forget the names, faces or places.. and might want to keep track of it.

But usually you remember those names or events at weird times and places.. at least that's what happens to me. 

All those past scenes are popping up everywhere I look at and usually I see my nightmares wherever I turn my eyes at. 

Many images are wandering around in my head's twisted paths..

and I can not know which I belong to.

I'm a dreamer.. I have always dreamt of places that are far away, fantastical.. I have imagined living different lives. I keep writing journals for a long time and sometimes stories most of them have not written down. I build up conversations that have no sound at all. 

So why not create images of these.. For this reason I have begun with the exact beginning. I have returned to my past, my childhood, my history. The places I have been and all the imaginary places I have longed to be.

All those small rooms and bars I have spent years and waited for the dreams come through/true..

I have always mentioned that having no money is the only thing that holds me. And if I had enough money I would be at the other side of the world. Anytime and anywhere..

I still do not have money, but sometimes I get really lucky.

I have just counted, I have changed 13 addresses in the last 14 years.. Two of them were number 13 and one was 213 :)